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Blog EntryIt Touched my Heart. . .Dec 27, '08 9:18 AM
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中午,我站在學校大門口當交通導護,幫助

一年級的小朋友放學。

卓新勇的母親,悄手悄腳提著一個便當在校

門口。 被我一喊,她露出不好意思的表情。

「老師啊!...」

「哎呀!我不是跟妳講了嗎?學校不喜歡家

長替孩子送便當。

如果每個媽媽都像妳這樣,學校大門就擠滿

了人,那樣,我們怎麼放學呢?」

「我知道!我知道!」哼!知道了還送,簡直

是明知故犯。

「妳不會讓他自己帶便當嗎!」

「我知道!我知道!」這些話,不曉得說了幾次。

每次一到中午,送便當的家長和放學的一年

級小朋友,常常相撞在一起,造成相當的困擾。

卓新勇是一位沈默寡言,乖巧內向的孩子。

有次上課,他竟然打瞌睡,我很訝異,把他叫起來。

「怎麼了?」他一臉迷惘站起來,不回答。

第二天上課,也是這樣,我實在受不了,狠狠地把他叫過來。

「你到底怎麼了?」

我已經氣得半死,口氣已經控制不住。

突然,他垂頭淌下淚水。我暗自一驚。

「說呀!到底為什麼上課要打瞌睡呢?」

我媽媽住院了!昨天一直在醫院陪她。」

我一聽愣住了,頓時,心中的怒氣消失了,代

之而起的是無限慚愧,「她為什麼住院呢?」

「是肺癌!」我一聽,心都涼到腳底。

心中想到身體贏弱的卓新勇。

如果,不幸那天來臨,他將如何繼續往後漫長的歲月呢?

想到這兒,不禁鼻酸。吃飯時,妻子在餵兒子吃飯,

我不禁想起,以前卓新勇的母親偷偷摸摸替他送便當。

第二天下班後,我騎著機車到醫院探望他母親。

幾個禮拜沒見,卓新勇的母親瘦得不成人

形,蒼白的臉,光禿的頭,簡直不敢相信就是她。

她看到我,顯得很驚訝,努力想站起來,但

是,一咳嗽,整個人歪了一邊。

「不要站起來!不要站起來!」

「老師!謝﹍﹍謝謝你!」她吃力喊著,眼眶消出淚水。

在醫院的走廊,卓新勇的父親對我說:「只剩

下兩個月了!嗚!我﹍真的不知要怎麼

辦?」他老淚縱橫。

回到學校,報告校長。

「他爸爸已經六十多歲了,現在母親又將離開

人間,是不是我們可以發動全校募款。不管

多少,都可以幫助他。」校長爽快答應。

經過幾天募款活動,我們總算募到五萬二千一百二十元。

把錢送到醫院時,卓新勇的母親已經在昏迷中。

「我們準備今天送他回家!」卓新勇的父親,

臉形憔悴得發白。我一聽,心頭抽搐一陣。

「老師!能不能幫個忙?」

「請說!我能夠做到的,我一定答應。」

「他前幾天,一直拉著卓新勇的手,喊著:媽

媽不能再替你送便當了!我想,請老師再讓

她送最後一次便當,只有送便當時,他才真

正感受到一位為人母親的榮耀。」 聽到這兒

我百感交集地點點頭。

中午,一輛救護車呼拉拉開到學校大門口。

卓親勇的父親和一名醫護人員,推著擔架上的人。

我淚水盈眶,站在旁邊,伴當交通導護老師。

「到了!到了!」卓新勇的父親買了一個便當,

躺在擔架上的卓新勇的母親,

伸出瘦細蒼白的手提著便當,


在旁邊人員推送下,慢慢靠近大門口的鐵門。


在鐵門的另一邊,卓新勇伸出右手,接過母親的便當。

「媽!」卓新勇嚎啕大哭。

這時,我清楚見到她母親瘦削的臉頰,抽搐了一下,

彷彿想說話,
但是,又說不出來。


「媽!我不要!我不要妳走!」卓新勇呼天搶地叫著。

我的淚水,再也控制不住,嘩嘩而落。我暗恨自己,

以前是多麼殘忍!


隔天,卓新勇的母親就去世了。

卓新勇的母親出殯後。

一天, 卓新勇的父親來到我辦公室,遞給我一包牛皮紙。

老師!這是你和學生們幫助我的錢,我認為還有更多的學生,

需要這筆錢,

所以,還給你們。謝謝你熱心幫忙。」


說完,錢一放,就掉頭離去。


這筆錢彷彿生熱似的,直燙著我心坎。

我天天找卓新勇聊天話家常。深怕他經不起喪母的打擊。

「老師!你放心!我很好!你不要一直替我擔心!」

卓新勇對我說「我很早就知道,我母親就要死了,

我也不是不想聽你話,叫媽媽不要送便當。


因為,一天當中,只有中午,我才能吃到我媽媽煮的飯。」


我心頭一凜,「為什麼呢?」

她很虛弱,家裡都是爸爸在煮飯。只有中午爸爸不在,

她才能偷偷背著爸爸煮飯。
是她堅持要送便當的。」

說完,卓新勇淌出淚水。




Blog EntryBoring Sat.Oct 4, '08 9:06 AM
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today suppose to go town do something but has been cancelled due to one reason.

nvm lo.

i can take a nap in the afternoon. hee! reach home abt 12.30pm after soccer. bathe le eat my lunch(same lo, cai fan)...

after that, actually i not feeling tired so i decided to watch TRANSFORMERS... amazed? haha. really. i did watch.

indeed a very very nice show lo. kinda of enjoy although i watch the 3rd time liao. after that, i took a 2 hrs nap before having dinner.

then now,

sianz lo.

online at this hour. means what? there are no nice tv programmes. that's why...

*but hope u guys are enjoying yr weekend ya...


Blog EntryGold watch for me? too exp!Sep 22, '08 3:33 AM
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dunno long long time ago. i saw one guy wear a gold watch. then i was like Wow! that's nice.! keep looking & looking... tink he didn't felt it ba. nvm. ok. from that time. i will have one too. a diff one of cos. is diff to find gold watch and i'm not refering to those normal gold watch like rolex. hard to describe la.. i know now city chain & other watches shop are selling gold watch for ladies. For men are not so much yet...

Z.z recommend mi to go www.asos.com and see the watches there. Then i saw this watch. tink that's the watch that i'm looking for la. stylish but not old. but guess how much it cost? 230 POUNDS!!!! haiz. quite disappointed though.


Blog Entry"Never Back Down"Sep 22, '08 2:57 AM
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I've been looking for this DVD since 1 mth or 2 mths ago. As wanted to go theatre watch de when this movie opens but never really get the chance to watch. i felt it is a nice movie at that time cos the story line was good.

Yes. indeed. i bought its DVD yest. i'm glad i bought it! it's really nice. Storyline was good. i won't comment on the actors/actress cos hollywood's stardard is always there. if u guys wana borrow, tell me ya. hee!

Good "things" must share rite?

*having sore throat is a very bad thing though...


Blog EntryONLY 3km...Sep 18, '08 9:26 AM
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Today last min have Base Life Run...

Sianz...

nvm... have to run...

Didn't wana walk cos dun wana be the few last to come back...

So run lo...

After go back to flight, lai liao lo!

My left knee (injured knee) started to have sharp pain...

Till now still pain when straightening my leg or even walking...

Haiz... what worries me is when i getting older & older say 40 50 yrs old how?

Dun wana tuo lei my wife also lo...(tink too far?)

Hope will recover tml. . . (",)


Blog EntrySo Nice & SooooOooo CoolSep 15, '08 9:28 AM
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Yest i happen to go into this website www.tokyoflash.com in my friend's com... hee! there's a very nice & very cool watch caught my attention. immediately i wana buy the watch le. haha. guess how much only? i tink is worth it ba. tink so too? hope it still have stock ar... really very Cool lo... easy to match clothing also... hee...

 


Blog EntryKnow what it says?Sep 7, '08 12:02 AM
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"To encounter the one you were meant to meet, out of the billions of people, in the billions

years within the boundless wilderness of time, your paths simply cross, not a moment earlier

nor a second later. And yet you seem to have nothing to say to each other, except for: oh, i

didn't realize you are here too."

----- "Love" from the book "Floating Words"

 


Blog EntryWork can be . . . Aug 25, '08 8:33 AM
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So stress...

but i can understand la. which occupation is not stress de?

also gana "scolded" by boss...

but "scold dao zui scold, jiu bu hui zai scold liao"... (wang's phase)

ppl will encounter setbacks...

somemore mine is a small issue...

from the setbacks, we will learn something from it...

we think that way, we will be able to cope it and carry out the work well...

even if we fail, we know we have tried our best...

after 3rd Sept, i'll be more relax le...

Ganbatteh!!!


Blog EntrySo many thoughts...Jul 30, '08 8:32 AM
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wo zhe ge ren ar.

sometimes really tend to think alot.

whether is positive de or negative de. then making me sometimes tend to be stone/dreaming/looking blur. a

ctually i dunno how to improve the flight progress or should i say its standards. i'm soft de mah as ppl who know mi. so if i really wana do it, it's hard la. not i dun wana do it. so it's not entirely i'm not capable.

hmmm... every now and then, actually i have been thinking how should i try OC to improve the flight lo. not i only push-out training. working blindly or what.

but sometimes i actually thinking of early release leh... wana set-up my own business. or go study. why i think abt such thing? haha. i also dunno. maybe can ask Fong. hee!

then, i'm waiting for the cadet to commission so that i can go do my stuff which has been delay for such a long time. hope it's not too late la. haiz.

then, one thing i have not tell anyone even my closest friend or family. of cos la. won't say here also. but... stil trying la har.

this year seems to be moving very fast.

christmas coming soon le.

Feb coming soon also le.

hope everything goes smoothly on later part of the year lo for u guys... 


Blog EntrySaturday.Jul 26, '08 5:39 AM
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i felt is a miracle that i'm still at home now.

1734hrs.

cos every sat at this time i will not stay at home de. well... wanted to ask someone out for lunch but hmmm...

in e end,

i choose to take a rest at home. maybe my leg are very tired ba.

yest play soccer from 9-1am. this morning also played soccer from 9.15-12pm... now both my legs are abit "hard"... haha.

SooOoooo...

what to do next?

most prob is stay at home ba. have a good good rest.

u guys enjoy yr weekend ya!!!


Blog EntryTorturing myself today. . . Jul 4, '08 11:17 AM
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i had thai express for lunch today. ok. last time i tried the Soft-Shell Crab Rice. good ar!

but wana try a diff taste so i saw ok.

Yellow Ginger Chicken Rice. the picture normally took very nice like very very delicious.

so i ordered that. the sales girl "warn" mi. this is spicy de. i say ok. can. then she say. really very spicy. i say can. nvm.

who knows! wa lao eh. la si ren la! really very very spicy. like eating chillies for lunch lo. haiz.

i was thinking... why i have to torture myself to eat that kinda of lunch...

mi so xin ku leh.

luckily i managed to tahan my tears flowing out. cos both of my sides have ppl de.

anyway, the YELLOW GINGER CHICKEN RICE is nice de la. just that it really very very spicy. u guys can try...

haha!


Blog Entryweather is so unpredictable...Jun 22, '08 1:34 AM
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Sometimes weather is so sunny that drains all your energy out.

Sometimes weather is so cool that will make you fall sick easily.

i know ppl are having their exam break now and some are playing hard during weekends to stress out all the work on weekdays.

but nevertheless,

we must take care ourselves, never to fall sick.

 

*right now, 1334hrs-220608 i dun feel happy. i was frowning. dunno what things to do.


Blog Entrytell me what to do?May 11, '08 3:22 AM
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Yest i injured again. my knee!

HAIZ...

how come huh?

because i didn't recover fully then play again or something is very wrong with my knee?

i very worried that if this happen often hor,

i cant no longer play soccer or exercise le.

how?

see the doc also no use de.

coming fri i play soccer again.

*hopefully wont get injured again.


Blog EntrySo Tired Easily. . . Apr 21, '08 8:36 AM
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I noticed for the past few weeks or even past few days, i felt tired easily. esp at work. after i

came back from training. so easily tired. dunno if the sun caused it or i don't have enough

sleep or just getting older le. ren lao zhu huang. . . hmmm... sound like a old man writing his

blog? really leh. i dunno. sometimes i was thinking, now i already 23 le. wana enjoy faster

enjoy as much as i can. be happy if i can. so everytime on weekend, i try to go out with my

friends. play and have fun. do what i like. making ppl around happy as much as i can. back to

my tiredness part, everyday i already sleeping quite early le. but still i will get easily tired esp

in the afternoon. if u ask mi, i would say i really need a good rest.

*i wish to be happy even though my b.day has passed...


Blog Entryshi tong de la. Apr 19, '08 1:38 AM
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Yest last min went to the CAGE and play soccer with my friend's friend. wa! they kinda of

rough la. esp the young team. they like play rugby. now my injuries are side of my feet

swollen, ankle like sprained and knee swollen. cannot walk properly la. sianz. ppl always

thought mi walk like cripple de. so paiseh. hmmm... next week must take ippt le. was

thinking of getting GOLD de but now... you dian nan la. ha! but still will try my best though.

smilez.! 


Blog Entry2 phrases. . . Apr 1, '08 8:30 AM
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"Room For Improvement Is The Largest Room In The e World..."

&

"A Word Of Encouragement During A Failure Is Worth More Than An Of Praise After Success..."

*Just wana share this. . .


Blog EntryAgree?Mar 26, '08 9:24 AM
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"To MiSs a PeRsOn iS UnCoNtrOllaBLe. . . buT tO ThiNk oF a PerSoN iS CoNtr0llaBLe..."


Blog EntryT I A M OMar 26, '08 9:20 AM
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虽然是简单的形容

虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气 就是幸福
TiAmo~
tequiero ~
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一睁眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你
sarang hey
and I love you ~
我每天都要爱上你(爱上你)
少一天(少一天)就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎~
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气 就是幸福
TiAmo~
tequiero ~
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一睁眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你
sarang hey
and I love you ~
我每天都要爱上你(爱上你)
少一天(少一天)就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎~
陪着你的光阴永远都觉得不够~~
 

Blog Entryi felt so helplessMar 22, '08 10:38 AM
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yest.

one of my friend lost her hp. at vivo.

i quickly ran back and tried to find it back. i saw the cleaner and ask her whether she found a hp at the toilet. she said no. then she acc my friend to look for the hp. i can't go in of cos but i prayed hard that she will come out of the toilet with her hp. but she couldn't find it. it's not there.

i felt sad at that point of time. although it may not be my hp. after that, i tried to look for any personnel of the shopping mall to look for the hp. all the information counter were closed. no one is around.

she was sad. wana console her but do not know how. all i can do is try to help her find her hp back. i know she is blaming herself, why so blur, so stupid. actually is not blur and stupid. this kinda of thing we cant control.

whatever wana happen will happen.

after that, i saw a security guard. i ask him whether there's any lost n found station/unit. mayb to everybody is a stupid question bcos is not in a school/campus. he told mi there's no station like this. but he ask mi to look for FCC. which is a control room that have security guards and they may help mi in finding the hp. but is on the other side. i went to look for the room. but cant find it anywhere.

i guess the hp really got lost le. all the while i wanted to console her. but the whole journey i just kept quiet.

bcos i felt so helpless. can't do anything to help her.

the only thing in my mind that i can help her is lend her money 1st to buy the hp she will wana buy. but i know she wont want it cos she really very stubborn de.

but i just hope she won't felt so sad about it. bu yao tai nan guo le.   


Blog Entrya few things cost so much?Mar 17, '08 9:09 AM
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Last sat i went shopping with Wu. wanted to shop alone de. go queensway but my berms(sad), after that go orchard walk walk.

but after that soccer he ask mi wana go walk walk. ok lo. then a few things pop into my mind. "what to buy?"

1st i was thinking but slippers cos i dun have slippers le. then wana buy tee/t-shirt. cos i always dun have clothes to wear. hmmm.. then wana buy bag also. for carryingmy boots, towel, wallet, hp and clothes etc. wa! ok. nvm. go take a look 1st. guess what! i bought 3 things. which is a jacket. adidas de. tell u ar! when i 1st look at it, i straight away wana buy liao cos i like it very much. the quality n the design is what i'm looking for de type. so nice! to mi la.

2nd thing i buy was slippers. bought it at surf & "flash"... not bad la. hee.

last thing i bought was of cos. bag! nike de. this one it took me for at least half an hr to think which colour i shld buy. and is not many colours to choose from. only black/blue & red/white. guess which one i choose in the end. hee! i tink all of u will tink i will choose black/blue ba. nope! i choose red/white.

haha. it took mi so long to decide la. then Wu sitting down there waiting for mi. so funny. cos i really cant make up my mind. hai yo!

even mi also bek chek liao. but i choose that colour really is a tink very hard then choose de. not anyhow decide. 3 things cost mi $200++ le. hmmm. to mi is alot liao la!

but ok la. i really like the jacket!


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